19:18 pm 

8 july 

 These days are so weird to me

I want to do so many things, at the time I don't want to get out of my bed

I don't know if it's just laziness or what, I just don't want to do it

I don't want to continue living like this but somehow I like it like that 

I hope I can find the words to describe how I am feeling right now because I really can't and it's really exhausting for me